Wasting Away

This blog includes discussions and pictures related to eating disorders, and it may be triggering to many. I beg you, please leave this blog immediately if you feel that it may trigger you. And please don't follow if you're not eating disordered- it will pull you in and drag you down before you realize it, and this is NOT a lifestyle you want.

I'm Lauren and I'm 21. For years I've battled with anorexia, bulimia, and a binge eating disorder. Starving myself so frequently has completely destroyed my metabolism, so even when I now eat in moderation my body packs on the pounds. I can't live much longer hating myself as much as I do, so hopefully this blog will help me stay motivated. I have to win this battle.

Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.

Height: 5'0"
Start Weight: 149
Current Weight: 148
Goal Weight (by New Years): 135
Ultimate Goal Weight: 100

Prizes:
140- New gorgeous pair of shoes
135- New coat
130- Big Mexican food meal & Milkshake for dessert
125- Victoria's Secret shopping spree
120- Skinny Jeans! :)
115- Slenderwrap and navel piercing
110- New Headshots
105- Uggs :)
100- New wardrobe for school
I also might splurge on an Xbox Kinect b/c they are awesome and it would let me be a little more active while having fun at the same time :)